My 18th Birthday

Every girl wants a splashing and stunning Debut but not me.

I didn't hope for the 18 roses... 18 candles... big party... lots of guests... a ball gown... a large cake... i didn't hope for any of that. I am not going to lie about not having even a 10% hope of wanting that to happen to me. Every girl wants to be treated like a princess even me. To be danced until midnight, to be treated ultra special, to be the focus of the spotlight and to be the most beautiful person of the night. I want that. I hoped of that, somehow. But practicality is quite a hindrance to me. I don't want to waste money just for a grand night and tomorrow waking up being poor. I did hoped for a magical night and yes it is in a past form. Everything changed since I have seen that world.

Now, I hope to do some charitable and productive stuff that could help my fellow Filipinos. I want to do something nice to others. I know how but I am quite afraid to fail. I wanna help. I have to help. I dream of doing and being part of the good change in this community. I want to. help me.

Anyways... those were my thought on the day of my 18th Birthday.
what actually happened was...

I woke up really pissed.

I know it is not a really good thing to start my day especially when its my coming-of-age day.

But I was really pissed, i feel so irritated and annoyed and its not because of PMS, ok.

I was having a not-so-good of a day because of the sun.

Yes, I am blaming the sun.

It is really really hot.

I was heavily sweating.

I hate sweating for it gets on my freaking nerves!

My dad called in to greet me on my special day.

He sounded so happily and energetic.

He kept on asking what are my plans and how was my day.

Guess what?!

I was so disrespectful with my day and I am hating myself for that.

While he was being happily energetic about my day, I was just answering him with syllabic words of a "yes" and a "no".

Goodness! How rude can I get?!

I am sorry Papa.

*i had just PM-ed him on skype for my sorry*

So, he ended the call.

Then, it was time for my mom to bugged me.

She didn't even greet me a "Happy Birthday" and just told me to cook Spaghetti.

Wow! How sweet can my mom get?!

Well... I am used to it.

My family and I are not the mushy type.

Anyways, i did cooked the only food that I can cook and its edible.
My mom bought a cake, made two different salad and bought some lechon manok.

And yes, it was jummylicious!

I didn't invite much. 

I just called out my bestfriends: Row, Nick and Jane.

Sadly, Nick is imprisoned at home by her mom. tsk! So she didn't come but she messaged me with a very mushy stuff. haha

Jane and Row even made me nervous and told me that they were not coming but it was just a prank. phew!

Row brought her loving boyfie, Neil. :D
Even just us and my family, we all had fun.

Thank you!

My close friends greeted me on Facebook which is cool that they remembered not because it was Notified but because they did remember. *i didn't post my birthday on my info*

Not much food but as long as the people around you are having Fun that is what its all about.

My day ended just like that. No dramas. No 18 roses. No 18 candles. No big party. Not much guests. No ball gown. and No large cake. It was not a big deal. Happiness is there on the simple things around us.

I don't want to force my happiness because happiness is there on the little things we do and on the things that are important to us.